UGHHHHHH

I FEEL LIKE I BE SOOO LOST AT LIFE AT TIMES....WHYYYY IS IT THAT I ALLOW OTHER PEOPLE TO DICTATE MY FEELINGS....I ALLOW THEM TO CONTROL MY FEELINGS.....LIKE I CANT SEEM TO GET RIGHT.....MANNNNN WHEN I MEET PEOPLE I TRY TO JUST...MAN I AM SOOO FREAKIN LOST.....I WANNA BE MY OWN PERSON BUT IT SEEMS TO HARD....I NEED TO JUST SAY FUKK THE WORLD...U KNO WHAT FUKK THE WORLD IM DONE