TO YOU....

YEAH I AM SITTIN UP AND I AM WONDERING WHYYY I CANT SLEEP??? I CANT CAME TO THE CONCLUSION I CANT SLEEP BECAUSE I AM EXCITED FOR TOMORROW.....I DONT HAVE NUTTIN TO DO, I AINT GOING NO WHERE, NOTHING IS HAPPENING BUT I AM EXCITED BECAUSE I GET TO TALK TO YOU....I GET TO GO ON ONE MORE DAY AND SAY THAT I AM YA WIFE....I AM SOOOO HAPPY TO HAVE YOU IN MY LIFE...LIKE YOU MAKE SHITTT SOO MUCH BETTER....YOU MAKE LIFE WORH LIVING...I MEAN I ALWAYS WANNA LIVE BUT U MAKE ME WANNA LIVE RIGHT....LIKE WHEN I TALK TO YOU I CANT NOT DO ANYTHING BUT SMILE EVEN WHEN YOU GIVING ME ATTITUDE I STILL BE SMILING BECAUSE IT IS SOOO CUTE AND I AM SOO HAPPY THAT YOU CARE ENOUGH ABOUT ME TO GET MAD ABOUT SOMETHING....LIKE BABY I KNOW I CAN TALK TO YOU ABOUT ANYTHING I KNOW THAT I CAN CONFIDE IN YOU WITH MY DEEPEST SECRETS AND THAT.....MAN BABY YOU JUST DONT KNO HOW I FEEL AND I MEAN WRITING IT ON PAPER AINT GONNA EVER BE ABLE TO EXPRESS COMPLETLY HOWI FEEL....LIKE I WROTE IT ON HERE BECAUSE I WANT THE WORLD TO KNOW THAT I LOVE YOU..I HOPE THAT YOU DO NOT GET UPSET BY ANYTHING IN THIS.....BUT BABY BACK TO HOW MUCH I LOVE YOU....WHEN I AINT TALKING TO YOU I AM MISSIN YOU....WHEN I MISSING YOU I AM THINKNIN ABOUT U AND WHEN I AM THINKIN ABOUT YOU I CALL YOU TEXT YOU STALK YA DL AND MYSPACE PICS...LIKE BABY YOU ARE IN MY MIND AT ALL TIMES OF DAYS...I DO NOT HOLD A CONVERSATION WITH ANYONE WITHOUT TALKIN ABOUT YOU....I KNOW MY FRIENDS BE MAD BECAUSE ALL THEY HEAR ABOUT IS YOU NOW....I DONT ASK HOW THEY DOING IM JUST LIKE MY BABI THIS AND MY BABI THAT BUT I DONT CARE...I AM FINALLY HAPPY...WOW I NEVER THOUGHT THAT SOMEONE WOULD MAKE ME WANNA SAY THAT....I AM FINALL HAPPY...I CAN HONESTLY SAY THAT I AM HAPPY...I AM CONTENT WITH MY SHITT....LIKE BABY YOU MEAN SOO MUCH TO ME....LIKE SERIOUSLY I WOULD HAVE NEVA KNOWN.....SMH BABY YOU JUST IS SOO CRAZI....LOL...BUT ANYWHO YOU HAVE SUCH A BIG IMPACT ON MY LIFE....WHEN YOU UPSET I CAN NOT EVEN FUNCTION...LIKE WHEN YOU HURTIN I HURT WHEN U PISSED IM PISSED AND WHEN U SMILING U KNO IM SMILIN....LIKE WHEN I WALKED INTO THIS I SAID THAT WE GONNA BE ON THE SAME PAGE AND I AM NEVA GONNA FAULT YOU FOR THE PAST AND THAT I WAS GONNA GIVE YOU EVERYTHING I HAVE AND I DID....BABI YOU PRETTY MUCH HAVE ALL OF ME....LIKE I LEARNED GROWING UP NOT TO LEAVE YOURSELF OPEN.....BUT WITH YOU I AM SOOO OPEN LMAOOO....I LET DOWN EVERY GUARD THAT I HAVE UP......DONT GET ME WRONG I HAVE ISSUES ABOUT LIFE BUT I HAVE NEVA WANTED TO WORK ON CHANGING THEM SOO BAD TILL NOW...I HAVE ALWAYS BEEN LIKE WELL IF YOU DONT LIKE IT THEN FUKK YOU BUT BABY WHEN IT COMES TO YOU I AM LIKE I GOTTA CHANGE....I HAVE TO RESPECT THE THINGS THAT I NORMALLY WOULDNT BECAUSE I WANT THIS TO WORK SOO BAD....I WANNA BE WITH YOU SOO BAD....BABI I BEEN COUNTING DOWN THE DAYS TILL YOU GET HERE...I CAN NOT WAIT.....BUT JUST KNOW BABY THAT YOU ARE IN MY HEART.....YOU ARE IN MY MIND...YOU ARE MY EVERYTHING....I LOVE YOU TO DEATH....I WANNA SPEND THE REST OF MY LIFE WITH YOU......I WANNA BE UR BUST IT BABI CUZ I KNO I AM MAD GUTTA AND I JUST WANNA BE YA EVERYTHING.....I LOVE YOU ALWAYS.....CHARDAY <3

MON JUN162008----6:42 AM