Monday, June 23, 2008

ITS COLD



I AM SCARED....



I HEAR A NOISE.....WHOSE THAT?



OMG PLEASE DONT LET IT BE THE COPS....I HAVE NO WHERE TO GO....I JUST WANNA LAY HERE AND HOPE TO FALL ASLEEP AND THEN I CAN DREAM ABOUT A NICE BED AND FOOD TO EAT....OH I HATE IT OUT HERE....I HAVE NO BLANKET....THIS SURFACE IS HARD...I AM GLAD I AT LEAST GOT A PILLOW....

LEMME COUNT SOME SHEEP..ONE, TWO, THREE.....DAYUM I AINT TIRED I AM TOO SCARED....WELLL LETS THINK AM I GOING TO SCHOOL TOMORROW...NOPE I HAVE TO SHOWER...DAMN WHERE I AM GOING TO DO THAT....MAYBE I CAN GO TO THE LIBRARY AND USE THE SINK.....YEAH THATS WHAT I WILL DO AND THEN I WILL GO TO MY FRIEND HOUSE AND SEE IS SHE WILL GIVE ME SOME FOOD.....DAMN WHAT DID I DO TO HER???? NOTHING I CAME IN TEN MINUTES LATE..OMGGGG I THOUGHT SHE LOVED ME....

OH WAIT WHATS THAT NOISE???? A CRACK HEAD...PLEASE DONT COME OVER HERE I DONT HAVE NOTHING...PLEASE DNT COME OVER HERE...YESSSSS HE INT COMING OVER HERE

BACK TO THE SHEEP COUNTING FOUR, FIVE, SIX...UGHHHHHH PLEASE CHARDAY JUST GO TO SLEEP....NO ONE IS GOING TO GET ME....I HAVE SLEPT HERE FOR THE LAST TWO WEEKS AND NOTHING BUT IT SEEMS LIKE EVERY NIGHT I AM STILL SCARED TO DEATH....WELL MAYBE TOMORROW SHE WILL COME AROUND...MAYBE SHE WILL REALIZE SHE LOVES ME....SIKE THATS A THOUGHT.....MAN I AM HUNGRY I WISH I HAD A PLATE OF FOOD...I DONT EVEN CARE IF IT IS SOME NASTY LIVER....I NEED SOME FOOD.....SHITTTTT

MAN IM AM JUST GOING TO GO HOME AND TELL HER I LOVE HER AND I AM SORRY...I AM JUST GOING TO HAVE TO LET HER BEAT ME...AND ID SHE DONT TAKE ME BACK IM AM GOING TO CALL THE COPS...THATS IT I WILL CALL THEM AND TELL THEM TO HELP BECAUSE SHE DONT WANT ME...THAT MIGHT SCARE HER AND THEN SHE WILL KEEP ME....OMGGGGG MY BODY IS SOOO TIRED BUT MY EYES WONT CLOSE.....I JUST WANT TO DREAM OF BETTER DAYS....

MAYBE IF I SAY MY PRAYERS IT WILL HELP ME.....DEAR GOD, I KNOW THAT IT IS YOU THAT KEEPS ME SFE WHILE I SLEEP HERE EVERY NIGHT.....PLEASE HELP HER REALIZE THAT I DONT DESERVE THIS...JUST TELL HER I AM SORRY AND THAT I WANT TO COME BACK HOME... PLEASE LET HER KNOW THAT I LOVE HER AND THAT I JUST WANT HER TO LOVE ME....I PROMISE I WILL COME IN ON TIME AND WHEN SHE HITS ME I WILL CRY....JUST PLEASE DONT LET ME HAVE TO SLEEP HERE AGAIN....IN YOUR NAME I PRAY...AMEN

YEAH THATS WHAT I NEEDED TO DO..YESSSS I AM TIRED...SEVEN, EIGHT, NINE, TEN...ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ

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