DEAR GOD....

I SOOOO KNOW THAT I MISSED CHURCH YESTERDAY I AM SOOOO SORRY....YOU KNOW I LIKE TO SLEEP MY LIFE AWAY....NEXT WEEKEND I PROMISE EVEN IF I HAVE TO STAY UP ALL NIGHT LONG....I AM GOING EVEN IF I HAVE TO GO BY MYSELF.....BUT ANYWAY I JUST WANTED TO SAY THANK YOU FOR MY LIFE....THANK YOU FOR ALLOWING ME TO WAKE UP EVERYDAY....PLEASE PLEASE WATCH OVER MY FAMILY AND FRIENDS IN PHILADELPHIA...THEY MEAN SOO MUCH TO ME I MIGHT NOT SHOW IT BUT YOU KNOW LORD THAT ARE MY BACK BONE....PLEASE WATCH OVER MY FRIENDS AND FAMILY OUT HERE IN GA....THEY WERE HERE WHEN I WAS UNABLE TO FINISH THE TEST THAT YOU PLACED UPON ME....AT THE TIME OF THE TEST I DIDNT REALIZE IT WAS A TEST....BUT THEY TOOK ME OUT OF IT AND I AM SOOO GREATFUL FOR THEM....PLEASE WATCH OVER KERRA SHE IS GOING THROUGH A LOT AND SHE NEEDS THE STRENGTH TO MAKE IT....AND PLEASE HELP ME TO BE ABLE TO HELP HER THROUGH WHATEVER ISUES SHE IS GOING THROUGH....BUT LORD PLEASE HELP ME...I NEED TO GET BACK ON MY FEET AND BE ABLE TO TAKE CARE OF MSELF...I KNOW THAT I NEED TO ALWAYS BE OPEN TO HELP AND I WILL BUT PLEASE HELP ME TO FOND A JOB AND BE ABLE TO CONTRIBUTE TO HOUSEHOLD THINGS....HELP ME TO GROW UP A LITTLE MORE THAN WHAT I HAVE....BUT AGAIN LORD I THANK YOU FOR LIFE ITSELF....I HAVE BEEN SOO HAPPY LATELY....THANK YOU FOR GIVING ME A HOME AND PEOPLE WHO LOVE ME IN LIFE...THANK YOU FOR GIVING ME EVERYTHING I HAVE...BUT I THINK THAT IS IT.....LOVE ALWAYS CHARDAY