WHAT IS A FRIEND?

EVERYONE WANTS THEM AND EVERYONE THINKS THAT THEY HAVE THEM UNTIL YOU HIT A HARD SPOT. A HARD SPOT IN WHICH YOU NEED SOMEONE TO BE THERE EVERYDAY TO BE YOUR BACKBONE, TO GIVE YOU ADVICE, AND TO JUST LISTEN. AND THEY MAYBE THERE FOR ALL THAT. THEY GIVE YOU ADVICE WHEN YOU HAVIN RELATIONSHIP ISSUES BUT THEN WHEN YOU PHYSICALLY NEED THEM TO BE THERE THEY AINT. I MEAN IT IS COMPLETLY POINTLESS TO HAVE A HALF ASS FRIEND. OK SOOO I GUESS YOU ARE WONDERING WHAT A HALF ASS FRIEND IS..... A HALF ASS FRIEND IS A FRIEND THAT IS ONLY THERE WHEN THEY WANT TO BE THERE. THEY ONLY COME AROUND WHEN THEY GOT TIME. BUT IF YOU AND THEN ARE TOGETHER AND THEY FEEL AS THOUGH YOU MAY HAVE ###### UP THEY NIGHT THEY DISMISS YOU AND THINK NOTHING ABOUT IT. THEY THE TYPE OF PEOPLE WHO MAKE YOU FEEL BAD WHEN YOU HAVE DONE SOMETHING THAT WASNT TO THEY LIKING....WELL THEY DONT MAKE YOU FEEL BAD THEY MAKE YOU FEEL LIKE ####. LIKE YOU ARE THE WORSE PERSON IN THE WORLD....BUT AS SOON AS THEY TURN AROUND AND DO SOMETHING TO YOU TO PROVE THAT THEY ARENT LOYAL THEY WANT YOU TO FORGET THE ISSUE AND ACT AS IF NOTHING HAPPEN..... THAT IS WHAT A HALF ASS FRIEND IS......BUT JUST SO YOU KNOW THEY ARE EVERYWHERE. YOU WILL NEVER BE ABLE TO ESCAPE THE FACT THAT MOSRT PEOPLE WHOM YOU THINK ARE YOUR FRIENDS AINT YOUR FRIENDS UNTIL THEY NEED YOU....NOT WHEN YOU NEED THEM. THIS WAS A LESSON THAT I HAD TO LEARN. AND I HAD TO LEARN THE HARD WAY.....LIFE ISNT...WELL YOUR LIFE ISNT ABOUT YOUR FRIENDS IT IS ABOUT YOU. YOU CANT DEPEND OR RELY ON ANYONE TO WORRY ABOUT YOU BUT YOU....SOOOO I HAD TO LEARN TO STOP BEING IN THIS WORLD FOR OTHER PEOPLE BUT TO BE IN IT FOR ME....WELL I CANT SAY THAT I HAVE LEARNED IT ALL THE WAY YET BECAUSE I DONT....BUT I NEED TO STOP ALLOWIN PEOPLE TO INFLUENCE MY LIFE.....BUT SINCE THIS HAS TURNED INTO A A WHOLE BIG THING IMMA END THIS NOW BY SAYING THAT A FRIEND IS ......I MAY NEVER KNOW. THE WORLD IS FILLED WITH PEOPLE WHOM YOU MAY WANT TO BE YOUR FRIEND BUT IN THE END THEY DO NOT HAVE THE QUALIFICATIONS TO BE YOUR FRIEND...DONT JUST SETTLE FOR A HALF ASS FRIEND...YOU OWE IT TO YOURSELF TO HAVE SOMEONE IN YOUR LIFE WHO TREATS YOU AND CARES FOR YOU JUST AS MUCH AS YOU CARE FOR THEM.....