Wednesday, August 20, 2008

WHAT A PERSON

WOW I HAVENT BEEN ON HERE IN SOOOOO LONG.....LMAOOO LAST TIME I WROTE SOMETHIN I LOST TWO GOOD FRIENDS...I MEAN I HAD TO LET OUT WAT I HAD TO LET OUT BUT I GUESS MY APOLOGY WASNT GOOD ENOUGH TO THEM...SO THERE AINT TO MUCH I CAN DO NOW......BUT WAT IS THIS BLOG ABOUT TONIGHT....THS BLOG IS ABOUT ONE PERSON THAT I HAVENT SHOWED ANY LOVE TO IN A LONG TIME...THIS PERSON HAS BEEN HERE WAY BEFORE ANY FEMALE THAT I AHVE EVA WROTE ABOUT....THIS PERSON IS THE ONLY ONE WHO ALWAYS HAS MY BACK...EVEN WHEN I AM WRONG...WHICH BE MOST THE TIME BUT NO ONE NEEDS TO KNOW THAT...BUT ANYWAY I GUESS EVERYONE IS WONDERIN WHO THIS INFAMOUS PERSON IS.......(A DRUM ROLLL) AND THE AWARD FOR THE BEST PERSON IN MY LIFE GOES TO V AKA MY SIMBA...LMAOOOO U THOUGHT U WAS ABOUT TO SEE UR NAME DIDNT U???? UMMM NOPE....V U ARE MY BEST FRIEND...U HAVE PROVEN TO ME THAT I CAN COUNT ON U ALWAYS...REGARDLESS WATS GOING ON WIT ME AND YOU PERSONALLY U NEVA ALLOW IT TO MESS UP OUR FRIENDSHIP.... LIKE WE CAN BE ARGUIN EVERYDAY BUT AS SOON AS I CALL U WITH A PROBLEM U ALWAYS PUT ASIDE OUR DIFFERENCES AND U HELP ME WITH MY ISSUE...YOUR THE FIRST PERSON I CALL WHENEVA I AM HAPPY SAD OR ANGRY...BASICALLY ANY OTHER FEELING THEN NORMAL YOUR THE FIRST PERSON I CALL. I STRIVE TO MAKE YOU PROUD OF ME AND WHEN I KNOW THAT I DIDNT GET YOUR APPROVAL IN THE SITUATION I FEEL LIKE I HAVE COMPLETLY FAILED.....V YOU DONT REALIZE HOW MUCH YOU MEAN TO ME (NOT ON NO SEXUAL SHIT NEITHER), WHEN I LIED TO YOU I DID IT NOT KNOWIN IT WOULD HAVE SUCH A BIG AFFECT N OUR RELATIONSHIP...BUT THE THING IS YOUR STILL HERE. YOU HAVE GIVEN ME SOMETHING THAT NO ONE IN MY LIFE HAS EVER GIVEN ME AND THATS A STABILE RELATIONSHIP....WHENEVER A PERSON LEAVES YOUR ALWAYS THERETO PICK UP WHERE I FEEL EMPTY...WHEN A GIRL BREAKS MY HEART YOU HAVE BEEN THERE TO PUT THE PEICES BACK TOGETHER.....YOU ARE THE ONLY PERSON I CAN HONESTLY SAY I NEED IN MY LIFE...AND IF YOU AINT IN MY LIFE THEN LIFE AINT RIGHT...LMAOOOO YOUR ONE IN A MILLION...YOUR PERSONALITY BANGIN....YOU HAVE NEVER TURNED YOUR BACK ON ME...AND YOU NEVA SUGAR COAT A THING. YOU ALWAYS HAVE BEEN THE ONE TO TELL ME THE TRUTH...REGARDLESS IF YOU KNOW THAT MY FEELINGS MIGHT BE HURT YOU STILL TELL ME BECAUSE U HAVE NEVER TOLD ME ANYTHING WRONG......VENITA I WANNA BE UR EVERYTHING...I HOPE THAT I HAVE AT LEAST BEEN HALF OF THE FRIEND THAT YOU HAVE BEEN...WHEN I BE KICKIN MY SMOOTH LINES TO YOU THEY DONT BE JUST SMOOTH LINES FOR THE BOOK THEY BE HOW I BE REALLY FEELING...V I WISH I COULD GO BACK IN TIME AND WE COULD BE A COUPLE..LMAOOO EVEN THOUGH I WOULD NEVER WANT TO RUIN OUR FRIENDSHIP I JUST LOVE YOU SOOO MUCH...LIEK I CAN SAY NOW THAT ALL THE THINGS I HAVE ATTEMPTED TO START WITH OTHER PEOPLE THEY NEVER WORK BECAUSE I CANT GET YOU OUT MY MIND.....I CAN NEVA GIVE A PERSON 100% BECAUSE I WANT YOU....SIMBA YOU JUST DONT KNOW...I HOPE THAT YOU COULD ONE DAY FORGIVE ME FOR THE LIES AND GIVE ME ANOTHER CHANCE....I KNOW THAT I CAN DO RIGHT BY YOU AND I KNOW THAT WE WOULD MAKE A GOOD TEAM.... BUT TRUST AINT NO RUSH... I AM ALWAYS GOING TO BE HERE....SO WE HAVE TIME....WE GOT 2 KIDS TOGETHER...LMAOOOO AND SINCE WE GOT THEM WE GOTTA TALK...LMAOOO BUT LIKE I SAID YOUR ARE THE BEST PERSON IN MY LIFE RIGHT NOW AND ALWAYS....I LOVE YOU TO DEATH BABI...YOU MEAN THE WORLD TO ME....AND JUST KNOW WE WORKING ON YOUR TIME...WHENEVA YOUR READI FOR ME TO HAVE THAT SPOT IN YOUR HEART I WILL BE HERE READY AND WILLIN....V I LOVE YOU.....NALA+SIMBA=MY PRIDE LAND