Monday, June 16, 2008

FOSTER CARE....PT 1 (THE GOOD)

NOW EVERYONE KNOWS THAT I COULD RANT ALL DAY ABOUT FOSTER CARE....ABOUT HOW DIRTY IT DID ME OR ABOUT HOW IT FUKKED ME OVER BUT I AINT GONNA DO THAT .....I MEAN I AM JUST GONNA WRITE A LIL BIT ABOUT IT....WELL A LIL BACKGROUND ON ME WAS THAT I HAD BEEN IN FOSTER CARE FROM THE TIME I WAS 12 TILL I WAS 18...I AHVE BEEN IN ABOUT 25 HOMES, SHELTERS, AND GROUP HOMES...I WAS ACTUALLY WAS ACTUALLY BORN INTO FOSTERCARE BECAUSE MY MOTHER GAVE ME UP BEFORE I WAS EVEN RELEASED FROM THE HOSPITAL BUT I WAS ADOPTED BUT THEN MY BIO MOTHER CAME BACK INTO M LIFE AND GOT ME BACK...SHE ONLY KEPT ME FOR TWO YEARS AND THEN SHE PUT ME OUT AND I WAS HOMELESS... I HAD TO SLEEP IN A PARK AND THEN I FINALLY WENT BACK INO FOSTER CARE....OK SOOOO ANYWHO BACK TO WAT I WAS ORIGINALLY SAYING....FOSTER CARE HS ITS GOOD AND IT HAS ITS BADS... I GUESS THE GOODS WOULD BE THAT I WAS ABLE TO LIVE IN MANY DIFFERENT HOMES...LIKE I LEARNED ABOUT DIFFERENT NATIONALITYS AND CULTURES....I HAVE LIVED IN WHITE HOMES, BLACK HOMES, RICAN HOMES JUST A WHOLE LOT OF DIFFERENT HOMES AND I LEARNED A LOT ABOUT MANY DIFFERENT RACES....I THINK THAT IS SOO GREAT BECAUSE NOW I SORT OF NOW HOW TO HANDLE SITUATIONS WHEN DEALING WITH PEOPLE....UMMM WAT ELSE WAS GOOD ABOUT FOSTER CARE....IT OPENED ME UP TO MANY DIFFERENT OPPORTUNITIES, SOME OF THE THINGS I WOULD HAVE NEVER DREAMED OF DOING....I MADE A MOVIE WELL DOCUMENTARY.... A REAL ONE THAT WAS SHOWN IN A FILM FESTIVAL AND IS STILL BEING SHOWN THROUGHT OUT DIFFERENT PLACES (EVEN THOUGHT I AINT GETTIN PAID NO MORE AND PPL HAVE TO PAY TO SEE IT AND I DONT EVEN KNOW WHEN THEY SHOWIN IT ANYMORE) LIKE THATS WAS AN OPPORTUNITY OF A LIFE TIME....NOW PPL BE KNOWING ME AND I DONT BE KNOWING THEM...THEY JUST WALK UP TO ME AND BE LIKE HEYYY CHARDAY AND I BE LIKE AND YOU ARE AND THEY TELL ME THEY NAME...THEN THEY GO INTO TELLING ME THAT THEY SEEN MY FILM AND THEY REALLI LIKED IT,..I LOVED IT....I ALSO WAS A SEX ED TEACHER...THAT WAS ALSO A GREAT THING... I WORKED FOR A PLACE CALLED PLANNED PARENTHOOD...LIKE I LOVED TO TEACH YOUTH ABOUT THINGS THAT CAN HELP THEM...LIKE IT WAS SOO FUN IT KEPT ME INFORMED ON THE SHITTT THAT WAS GOIN AROUND AND I LOVE TO JUST TALK INFRONT OF PPL..... MAN I HAVE HAD SOME GOOD TIMES IN FOSTER CARE.....LIKE I GOT PAID FOR GOING TO A PROGRAM AND I DIDNT HAVE TO DO NOTHING BUT ACT A FOOL AT...LIKE FOSTER CARE PAYS FOR YOU TO GO TO SCHOOL EVEN THOUGHT I AINT GO...LIKE IT CAN HELP YOU GET A PLACE AND HELP PAYS YA BILLS.....LIKE FOSTER CARE HAS HELPED ME BE A STRONGER PERSON....LIKE I HAVE LEANRED TO STICK UP FOR MYSELF BETTER I HAVE ALSO LEARNED TO BE SUPER INDEPENDENT.....I LEARNED THAT I HAVE A VOICE....THAT IF I DONT LIKE SOMETHING THAT I KNOW HOW TO SPEAK UP AND KEEP IT RESPECTABLE....I HAVE ALSO LEARNED HOW TO MAKE THE BEST OF ANY SITUATION...THET IT MIGHT NOT BE GOOD....U MIGHT NOT HAVE A BED AND YOU ON THE FLOOR BUT YOU GOT A ROOF OVER YOUR HEAD....LIKE I DONT COMPLAIN I JUST TAKE WHAT I GOT AND KEEP IT GOING....I MEAN IF I NEVER WENT THRU FOSTER CARE I DONT KNOW WHAT TYPE OF PERSON I WOULD BE TODAY....I AM HAPPY THAT I HAD TO GO THRU IT BECAUSE I KNOW THAT IF I MADE IT THRU THAT I AM STRONG....SOOOO I MEAN IT AINT ALL BAD IT IS OK

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