OK SOOO I THOUGHT I COULD HANG

I THOUGHT I COULD HANG AROUND AND BE HER DOOR MAT BUT I CANT...I BELIEVE IN YOU KNOW PUTTIN UP WITH ALL THAT I CAN AND DEALING WITH THE THE WORST JUST BECAUSE I KNOW ONE DAY IT WILL GET BETTER BUT I CANT RIGHT NOW....I HAVE TOO MUCH SHITT IN MY LIFE AS TO WHERE I NEED SUM1 STABLE IN MY LIFE TO BE THERE AND HELP ME ALONG THE WAY.....YOU TELL ME DONT CALL YOU FOR A WEEK AT YET I CALL U JUST TO MAKE SURE U LIVING AND WAT DO I GET...."OH WATS UP YEAH I GOT A HEAD ACHE SOO CALL ME TOMORROW" THATS ALL THAT I GET OUT OF YOU...ARE U SERIOUS...BUT YEAT SHE LOVES ME AND SHE WANTS ME TOO BE HER WIFE...MAN BULLSHITTT......THAT TYPE OF SHIT MAKES ME LOOK DEEPER THAN THE ACTUAL SITUATION AS TO WHERE HER VALUES ARE....LIKE IF THATS HOW YOU TREAT THE PERSON THAT U CLAIMIN YOU LOVE HOW DO U TREAT THE PPL THAT U JUST LIKE...OH WAIT UR HOMIES GET MORE TIME THAN ME....I MEAN LIKE I SAID BEFORE I DONT WANNA BE THE ONE THAT TAKES ALL HER TIME BUT LIKE I DONT EVEN GET A WEEK......SOOO I HAVE CAME TO THE CONCLUSION THAT IT IS TIME THAT I DO SOMETHING FOR ME....I HAVE TO LET GO OF THE THE THINGS AND THE PPL THAT ARE POLLUTIN MI LIFE....AND AS MUCH AS IT HURTS TO SAY SHE IS THE NUMBER ONE THING.....YESSSS I DOOO LOVE HER BUT I CANT DEAL WITH HER LIFE STYLE...I CANT HANDLE THE FACT WHERE I AM OUT OF THE LOOP AND NOT KNOWIN IF SHE IS ONLY LIVING.......BUT I MEAN HEYYY I MEAN MAYBE IT IS WAT IS FOR THE BETTER.....MAYBE I NEED TO LET SHITT GO AND THINK ABOUT JUST ME....THEN I GUESS I WILL FINALLY BE HAPPY....I NEED TO WORK ON SHIT FOR ME AND IF A PERSON AINT DOWN FOR HELPIN ME THEN I NO LONGER WANT THEM IN MY LIFE...IF THEY AINT WITH MAKIN SHITT EASIER I DONT NEED THEM BEING HERE MAKIN IT HARD....SOOOO I GUESS TO HER, I DOOO LOVE U BUT WE CANT BE....WE CAME FROM TO DIFFERENT LIFESTYLES AND I CAN NOT BE THE ONLY ONE TRYIN TO ADJUST MINE....BUT I DO LOVE U AND TRUST U WILL ALWAYS BE MI SUPA HERO.....BUT OUR RELATIONSHIP CAN GO NO FARTHER.....AND JUST SOO EVERYONE KNOWS NO I AM NOT BREAKIN UP WITH HER ON THE INTERNET SHE DOESNT READ THE SHIT THAT I TAKE MI TIME TO WRITE BECAUSE IT DOESNT FIT IN HER BUSY SCHEDULE OF SMOMKIN WEED AND TALKIN SHIT.....SOOOO YEAH THATS ALLL.......DUECES MODEL

MON MAY26--4:53 AM